Fal.

Am I good enough?
Does I always rush for things..?
What are my weaknesses?
Does it matters if I fall for people and not the other way round?
Does the other party knows about how I feel?
Priority is reserve in the memory of yours?
Or its just like the same for me..?
Why do I keep losing in life..?
Why can't I never ever win once..?
I'm unimportant... right..?
Its better for someone that you like to like you first.. before you acknowledge right?
Don't you think feelings are fuck up?
Will I get the same kind of treatment like your past?
What did I do to deserve this , dear God..?
Irritated by my message day by day .. aren't you..?

Do I ever realize what am I saying?
Am I falling in love again?
Why things are not as smooth as it should go ?
Is my imagination going wild ?
Thinking insensible things towards you even its less than 24 hours of not contacting you ?
So what about you're promises, Khai ?
Those promise you made of not pestering others..?
I wonder why this same old feeling is with me again..?
How do you feel if someone likes you and you don't know her views ?
Maybe she wants peace for the time being ?
Will she ever remember me or have the struck in mind of my name..?
If she's taking it too lightly .. then why am I taking it seriously..?
Why do I fall for you?
Because of your status right now?
Is it because of your mixed heritage?
Or is it because of your future profession?
Is it because of your personality that attracts me ?
How do I get your attention?
Do I need a miracle to change your path of heart?
or
Do I just need to be more understanding?
Being more patient in life?
Wait for the outcome and see?


If you are reading this... do hit me back with your answers. Those one's in orange....

Honestly for the 5th consecutive time..

I can't stop thinking about you..

Will it ever fade?

That will be all.
Dismiss.


-Khai-