Yoshiki- Your song...

Its another round of cycle since 12 months ago...

the feeling .. the very same feeling.. that I feel about to lose someone..

its just can't be erased away huh...

I think I'm taking it too seriously.. never do I learn from my mistakes..

saying I've learn from my mistakes..and all that stuff..

I just wanna be wiser.. thats all.. learning from my mistakes...

Its like the earth and skies.. paired up together..
there's day.. and there's night...
There's rain and there's shine...
Even though its just an petty illusion..
I'm still trapped inside this emotional cage..

heh.. I always asked myself why am I in this state..?
Why I always be so emotional in this kind of situation?

part of me.. saying... I don't want to lose another hard found chance.. which I've always dreamed for..

thats the very answer that is deep buried...

People will never understand it...

I told Amy about it, my dear brother who I respect the most... he mentioned to me to just be away for the time being.. and I totally agree with him..

but now.. not even a day..

i need to get rid of this feeling...

probably with a change of this.. i can change my life.. the entire life..

but hey.. if it were a success.. im sure it gonna boost the hell up of my life too..
i've got something to look for...

Damn I missed Toshi's voice...
X Japan.. always tatooed on my heart.

anyway Yoshiki lovers... if you do listen carefully on Without You.. you can hear Yoshiki sobbing..
its really emotional...

just feel like how he lost his great friend.. HIDE..

and be in his shoes.. I think he did a very terrific job in the song Without You for HIDE..

anyway.. I wanna wake up from this dawn sleep.. trapped in the light of sight..

Immune to all weaknesses..

Hmm.. hopefully you're reading it..

I do like you. A strong feeling towards you.. yes.

I have to admit it.



Come on Khai... you're strong in mind.. you can overcome it..




-Khai-