Midnight square...

yea... I finally did confess about me .. feeling attracted or should I say like her...

I just have to tell it ... I can't hold it up much longer.... So there goes another fight in the category called love.

I have this feeling that she just treat me as normal friends... nothing much... not even that hmm abit much... like having the same mentality like me...

besides ... I understand .. that she recently had some "separation".. which everyone understand its a sh!t and one to forget memories...

but... my interest to her is really this great.. as in.. like I'm really falling....

I even made a song... which is unfinished... called "window-watched"

although the lyrics doesn't have any connection with the title... I just wanna dedicate it to her... as she's quite a person who like watch the nature... its okay... if you don't understand.. cause something I'm using my own language... as usual...


well .. once again... I don't know whether.. does she take it into account that seriously.. hmm.. I don't expect to be that serious ar.. I mean.. does it takes into her conscious... on my confession...



I've had my prayers...if which this is a success.. in the Name of Allah.. insyallah.. I will repent my mistakes which was done before.. and .. treat her with all my kindness life...

but for now..

I'm just waiting for that one fine day....


cheerios guys.



-Khai-