Today Tomorrow When?

The day really pass by really slow.. without you...
Since the day that you seek someone to lean on...
At that particular time when you're in sorrow... I decide to give you my hand..
Help.. to my new friend... which something I must do...

But as time goes by...
And at the mean time we know each other...
Things started to change the weakest part of all humans...
Feelings...

I begin to have this like feeling towards you...
but I hold it...
Day by day... the feeling is getting stronger... yet still
I hold it...
The way previously I treated you as a friend has now changed to be much more concerned towards you...
Although I do say all these.. You don't want me to think differently about you cause I know .. you're just treating me like friends.. any other normal friends that you have around...
For once I don't want to have any misunderstanding with you...
Which that is why I confess to you...
But I sense the other way about your reaction...
Yes,dear I truely understand on your recent situation...
and I'm trying my best not to be as typical as other humans.. who will take the chance...
Because like I said... I truely understand your situation...

I've been always wanting to go out with you...
But since after the confession...
No doubt it will be harder for me to do that..?
I just sense everything going against me...

If you want to know, my dear...
I pray by the grace of God ... I will be a better person than before...
Treating the other party with all my soul and heart...
I've learn my mistakes from the past that I did and experienced...

To be much better than before you had... is my aim..

I maybe not the perfect person in terms of appearance..
but I am capable to make you're life an ever lasting heaven where
rains even give way and avoid you when you're out open...
The leaves of trees give you shade on every soil you step from the bright sun..
The very wind that will breeze to you just to make you comfortable from all situations...
The red clouds and finest stars at night to mesmerize and sum up your day..

I really hope to see you again.. those smile of yours... just like the shape of the crescent of the moon...


If I get the chance again ... that is..

Your name is in my mind... always.

How about you ?




-Khai-