New Year? Part 2

I sat down here ... right at the very same chair.. where I got my memories started...
Went out for light.. somehow my feelings were like can't be bothered if I got caught smoking red handed...
As I having my own time.. reminiscing those memories I had in 2008.. its just the same right now.. no different..

everything was quiet from where I was standing.. just that some foreign workers having their get together session .. glad that they are happy...

The trees are the same.. no change.
The wind as strong as it was the days before...
All seem as per normal like every other night...

But what comes to the state of my mind was rather easy but complicated to vanish..

People sing their hearts out on a brand New Year.. laughing , enjoying themselves.. good.. I didn't say it was bad... but to think of it.. my way of celebration - Prayers to the People of Palestine..
They are in danger..
They are under attack...
They always get killed the most..
For 60 over years.. the Israelies always win the war in killing people ... and not being condemned.

I should be out there..
But I'm not..

Together with you.. at the surroundings..
But not..

I guess my birthday there isn't any special one to celebrate with..

Same old shit.. same old shit.





that will be all.
Dismissed.




-Khai-