successful failure

Do you ever think that a day you've planned out thinking that it will be the climax of your entire life and hopefully it turns out to be an meaningful one... SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.... wait. But it didn't.... after you've gone through what you dreamt of to what exactly you want it... it didnt come out as WHAT exactly it planned out... it turns to another direction... and that direction called " TOTAL FAILURE " ....


Just as you thought you're life is just begining to reborn into a new one with someone who is there as a savior.. but just after you reach the real world... with the white cloth still intact to your small body.. that person just left you like that... abandoned...

Probably after looking at you .. who that person thought you might really look like... fantasize about it .. maybe.. doesn't really come out as what that individual thought....

just to think about it.. you're not that so smart and good looking afterall my friend.... You're just hallucinating things around you ... and the environment is just another reality dream to you... thus feelings of hurt.. isnt fake.. but real...

You might think you just get closer to another level ... another level to success... no..

You're craziness and randomness makes people adore, like, admire, laugh, smile, happy, reminisce and eventually fall for you... such a powerful thing....

Till the extend that they desire you alot in heart when they have not meet you at all...

but now.. fuck it... the world turns onto you.. with all its gravity slapped at your face...
Metaphors... thats all I'm good at...

Without you... you're just another song for my broken heart...
Without you.. you're entirely changing my whole character...
Without you.. I wonder why people mend and plays my heart?
Without you... you're just a great music piece ever created for the likes of me...
Without you... when will be my turn to face the dreams of heaven in living in a good life?
Without you... when will be my turn to curse back those who play me out..?
Without you... you're just actually a song... a song with great impact...

I should turn to God and seek refuge... not always at bad times... Have faith young man..
You're life is just beginning... there's more...





That should be all.
Dismiss.




-Khai-