Triple Blow.

I just make it short and fuckin sweet.

1) Had to wake up at 630am to meet Sani for a game at Boon Lay.(Take note that I came back from work like 1am.)

2) On that game we lost. 0-5. Sani got injured.

3) Unknownly had to pay $7 for that game.

4) Lastly, a heartful of hurt and pain.. I just got dumped..yet again.
(iknewitwouldcome)

I've learn to accept like a man.. when it comes to big play .. you play with big risk.. and my risk isn't worth a single fuckin time.

What can I do to change her feelings towards me? Nothing. I tried to be a good and responsible guy.. It doesn't have any impact.

So whats ahead of me now.. I've yet to know.. God give me strength and perseverance.. and alhamdulillah, He did.

I'm just sick and tired.. right at this point..

So where do I put my face in front of my friends... Face the music, son. Like you said you play it big.. and you handle with big risk..

Now back to square one.. with much more hurt and pain..heh.. Moving forward..? I know those memories will haunt me back.. sooner not later.. But if you're reading this ,babe... I'll give you a slice of good things to you.. Yes, I had great time with you.. Those first times. It was really the first. okay.. enough.

I dont hope.. cause hope always give a false statement. So I wish...

I wish we could stay in contact like normal... just update me if you find your perfect "TEDDY"..

it happen so fast...3 weeks of holiday.. and it didnt finish with a good ending.. Serve you right, Khai.. serve you right.

(Releasing me is totally a big mistake. Yes babe. A big mistake.)
(Fuckin life.. always fucked up..why can't I have a good life? Oh God.PleaseforgivemeofwhatIsaidinthisstatement)


That will be all.
Dismissed.