slapshot.

Exams are finally over.

Celebrate? no. I don't want to.. because I know I didn't do well ... its deja vu...

Same like taking examinations during secondary school.. I can't seem to complete my examination papers...

When will that day ever happen.... the day when I can complete it...

anyway...


Grading in a months' time... I seem to take it on ease... but hell its gonna be an intense moment on that day... a chance for me to be a blackbelter.... one of those many dreams I have...

Oh yearh... sparred with two senior blackbelt.. and wow.. am I so lucky that they aren't at their best.... ; kick , punch ... basically i just whack them ... for the best of my experience...

and yearh... I didn't talk to her at all.. just some facial expression when got the eye contact... other than that... nothing.... don't want to disturb her anymore... or should I say... be obssessed...


and yearh.. holidays almost 3/4 of it is covered by the fasting period ..... not much of an entertaining holiday I should say...


oh well.. exams results will be mid-Sept... thats what Khai told me... ( SP classmate...)

and guess what.. I think I've lost two friends already... should I consider them friends at the first place...?? I really don't know how to describe the word "friends" ... hmm... that shows how bad I'm as a human....



that should be all.
Dismiss.




-Khai-