Walter.

And Ramadan is here... I knew it would come ... but ironically ... and for the first time ever.. I got the feeling of not being prepared for it...

day in day out... nowadays I keep on thinking about life... about what I am going to be the next few years ahead... education life... and as well... as my life..- partner.marriage.family.


I don't know why.. but suddenly I feel so damn worried about that...


What will I really be...


Haizz...


Talked to Faz about my situation .. yearh same ol answer like any other people will give.. couldn't help it.. we were talking about life under the deck... accompanied him to the food court last night... got nothing else to do also....

we had a good wise chat... "confide" to him about my petty problems.. which he told me.. my problems isn't that major... it can be solve...easy.. the answer was - socialize.

anyway.. now.. I'm turning my tide to a new person... well .. i just know her right just now.. it was my soccer teammate sister..

actually.. I don't want to know about all these things .. but when the talk within the team about my goalkeeper calling the other teammate his brother-in-law... having this getting-his-sister issue.. I just couldn't care less..

but on one day.. I just drop by my left-back teammate friendster profile... to give him a comment or two... something made me to look through his photos.. and yearh.. indeed... his elder sister is a talking point..


so from there.. message was sent... and boom.. added in the messenger...


yet another one word conversation along the way... and i'm soooooo soo... immune by it... seriously... now I just want to wait for the chance when it comes...

if it doesnt.. then its not my luck.. not my day...


anyway...



what to say much..?




that will be all.
Dismissed.





-Khai-