YouGuys..

A friend that I missed him a lot...
Where we use to study and learn together ...
Once as a team when we do brainstorming and presentations..
Glad to see him being in something that he's pursuing after falling out from school..
I miss those times where I seek help and ask questions from him in terms of our study..
Those times when there were 3 of us sharing our live experiences during our tobacco intake..
Now we missed out another great friend who once have the desire in sports... But he's still into it

A great friend I should say...
As I can see, he's leading towards a good life... a good long-term partner which he has.. - thats good..
Even though I was disappointed in your decision to leave school.. but still you know what you're doin...


Nowadays I'm being so clumsy...
With things on my hands .. It just fall. - Buttered-fingers I should say?
Knocking against things that are unnecessary..
Brain-blocked as I can feel something is preventing me of being a clever person and absorbing knowledge where I could enhance myself...
I still yet to make an impact of myself in my polytechnic life...
For at least.. I want to do very well in one of the major core modules..
For at least .. I want to be proud in what I'm doing for the past 1.5 years..
Yes, I might have the brauns in me... - decently physically-fit and able..
But for what use when he's not a smart person in the eyes of people..?
Its just incomplete..

But I'm pretty confident that I can do that..
Just those times during ITE.. my perserverance ...
But this time its on my own...
I have to live and survive on my own...
With thoughts around me... I'm starting to get the hang of working hard..
The ability to think much better..
I want to show to my fellow classmates that I can ..
I can be as good or better than them...

No doubt my circle of friends do like me in terms of my good personality..
Not to mention the worst moments they have seen... - I just have a split-personality
How am I going to survive..?


I'm starting to miss you alot.. even though you're away from your home..
On a vacation trip...
The voice of yours makes me even more eager to meet and see you..
But wait till the fall of december... I just can't wait...
We are so close.. very close..
We almost spend time together..
We are each others' highlight of our individual day..
From any bad day.. from you who shun the ray of light upon my darkness realm..



The snowball-like feeling keeps growing day by day..
I'm so glad to hear from you when you called..
Ever so glad to chat about things we have been doin and share the experience at the end of the day..

I wish to see you, talk to you and hear from you once again.. perhaps..everytime.. every moment..

Don't you agree?

Its about time since I unleash things that kinda very long..heh.






That will be all.
Dismissed.

Khai.