there goes the big plane..

There goes the big plane ...

I missed it .. long before I knew it..

I should have be brave enough...

I should have approached her and have that thick skin..

I should have be friends with her way before...

I should have..... so much about it...


but now the other pilot has taken up the seat of that plane..

I don't know why I'm feeling kinda shitty... probably had taht feelings towards her... after for so long ....




but to think again.. i couldn't match up with her guy.. he totally blew out her night.. and i mean... she's having a great time..


just why the fuck am i always in this state/condition... ?

they say it took someone's sadness .. just to gain the other person's happiness..

is that true?


had the song called "air" by Jesse Cook .. dedicated to her.



but anyway.. its back to square one.. .. only God knows my prayers.